The Fringe Benefits of Failure,And the Importance of Imagination演讲人:Joanne Kathleen Rowling 乔安妮·凯瑟琳·罗琳President Faust,members of the Harvard Corporation and the Board of Overseers,members of the faculty,proud parents,and,above all,graduates:
The first thing I would like to say is thank you.Not only has Harvard given me an extraordinary honor,but the weeks of fear and nausea I"ve experienced at the thought of giving this commencement address have made me lose weight.A win-win situation!Now all I have to do is take deep breaths,squint at the red banners and fool myself into believing I am at the world"s best-educated Harry Potter convention.
Delivering a commencement address is a great responsibility;or so I thought until I cast my mind back to my ow n g raduation.T he commencement sp ea ker t h at d ay wa s t he d ist i n g u ishe d Br it ish philosopher Ba roness Mar y Wa r nock.Ref lectingon her speech has helped me enormously in writing this one,because it turns out that I can"t remember a single word she said.T his liberating discover y enables me to proceed without any fear that I might inadver tently inf luence you to abandon promising careers in business,law or politics for the giddy delights of becoming a gay wizard.
You see?If all you remember in years to come is the "gay wizard"joke,I"ve still come out ahead of Baroness Mary Warnock.Achievable goals:the first step toward personal improvement.
Actually,I have wracked my mind and heart for what I ought to say to you today.I have asked myself what I wish I had known at my own graduation,and what important lessons I have learned in the 21years that has expired between that day and this.
I h ave c o m e up w it h t wo a n swe r s .O n t h i s wonder ful day when we a re gat hered toget her to celebrate your academic success,I have decided to talk to you about the benefits of failure.And as you stand on the threshold of what is sometimes called "real life,"I want to extol the crucial importance of imagination.
These might seem quixotic or paradoxical choices,but please bear with me.
Looking back at the 21-year-old that I was at graduation,is a slightly uncomfortable experience for the 42-year-old that she has become.Half my lifetime ago,I was striking an uneasy balance between theambition I had for myself,and what those closest to me expected of me.
I was convinced that the only thing I wanted to do,ever,was to write novels.However,my parents,both of whom came from impoverished backgrounds and neither of whom had been to college,took the view that my overactive imagination was an amusing personal quirk that could never pay a mortgage,or secure a pension.
They had hoped that I would take a vocational deg ree;I wa nted to study Eng lish L iterature.A compromise was reached that in retrospect satisfied nobody,and I went up to study Modern Languages.Hardly had my parents"car rounded the corner at the end of the road than I ditched German and scuttled off down the Classics corridor.
I cannot remember telling my parents that I was studying Classics;they might well have found out for the first time on graduation day.Of all subjects on this planet,I think they would have been hard put to name one less useful than Greek mythology when it came to securing the keys to an executive bathroom.
I would like to make it clear,in parenthesis,that I do not blame my parents for their point of view.There is an expiry date on blaming your parents for steering you in the wrong direction;the moment you are old enough to take the wheel,responsibility lies with you.What is more,I cannot criticize my parents for hoping that I would never experience poverty.Theyhad been poor themselves,and I have since been poor,and I quite agree with them that it is not an ennobling experience.Poverty entails fear,and stress,and sometimes depression;it means a thousand petty humiliations and hardships.Climbing out of poverty by your own efforts,that is indeed something on which to pride yourself,but poverty itself is romanticized only by fools.
What I feared most for myself at your age was not poverty,but failure.At your age,in spite of a distinct lack of motivation at university,where I had spent far too long in the coffee bar writing stories,and far too little time at lectures,I had a knack for passing examinations,and that,for years,had been the measure of success in my life and that of my peers.
I am not dull enough to suppose that because you are young,gifted and well-educated,you have never known hardship or heartbreak.Talent and intelligence never yet inoculated anyone against the caprice of the Fates,and I do not for a moment suppose that everyone here has enjoyed an existence of unruffled privilege and contentment.
However,the fact that you are graduating from Harvard suggests that you are not very well-acquainted with failure.You might be driven by a fear of failure quite as much as a desire for success.Indeed,yourconception of failure might not be too fa r from t he average person"s idea of success,so high have you already f lownacademically.
Ultimately,we all have to decide for ourselves what constitutes failure,but the world is quite eager to give you a set of criteria if you let it.So I think it fair to say that by any conventional measure,a mere seven years after my graduation day,I had failed on an epic scale.An exceptionally short-lived marriage had imploded,and I was jobless,a lone parent,and as poor as it is possible to be in modern Britain,without being homeless.The fears my parents had had for me,and that I had had for myself,had both come to pass,and by every usual standard,I was the biggest failure I knew.
Now,I am not going to stand here and tell you that failure is fun.That period of my life was a dark one,and I had no idea that there was going to be what the press has since represented as a kind of fairy tale resolution.I had no idea how far the tunnel extended,and for a long time,any light at the end of it was a hope rather than a reality.